Ruins in a happy place
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A stellar girl who has never yet reached the sky. But is reached by the God above. I'm Stel. Immortally ruined by philosophy and cracked continuously to share experiences that are worthless of treasures.




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When Im depressed..

Never over think about stuff that let you down.
Eat a lot.
Pray to Him. It will lift up your spirits and youll be in great shape again.


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Anonymous asked: miss! alam mo bang miss na miss na po kita :<

Whoever you are in this vast world, you somehow made my gloomy day, not gloomy after all. Thank you. :) (I think I know who are? I guess?)


- Love, Stel

The drifting away makes me sad. I’m so speechless nowadays I think I’m stoned. I feel very very empty and depressed. I just want to bawl my eyes out and clutch this pain from my chest. It’s aching so much, I want to make it stop but I don’t know how. I don’t know where to start or to end, I don’t even think I’m between knowing the solutions to everything. Whenever I think of what may happen, it saddens me and makes me weaker. I really don’t like feeling this way. I don’t like being weak and helpless. I’m, I don’t know. I just really don’t know. I’m blacked out from positivity, the negative things are eating me bit by bit.




The game is finally over.
That’s it! Exams are finally done, and I think we did great (Thank you, God) I’m hoping that I can still be on top. Realizing that Physics and Trigonometry are really not compatible with me. I mean they couldn’t adjust to the likes of me. Their lost. There I go again, being silly when I’m not even a bit funny. Nevermind, just a little bit more, and I’m definitely gonna be a proud Thomasian. Hihi. Have a good day everyone. God bless!

A book suggests that we are on a mysterious journey towards somewhere.

I feel like I’m not needed at all, in anyway. I also feel like I’m isolated from them, and I feel like I’m so useless without them. That’s why I’m trying to be independent. I pity myself when I try to fit in with other people instead of the ones I’m used too. Every time I get near them, I always see their back, I’m never at their side anymore, I see them laugh and even if we’re together, I feel left out. I ask about their day, they never asked about mine, am I annoying? I like to make myself busy cause I don’t want to cause drama for all of us, I don’t wanna be immature. But I just can’t help myself for feeling so lonely and unwanted. I like to go back to the time when I didn’t have to worry about being left out. But maybe I’m overreacting, because I’m somehow excited to leave this place.




coolguysmeek:

insatiablefeelings:

thetallblacknerd:

I loved this speech so fucking much, just agree with all of it

This is gold.

preach !

(Source: ted, via buhaybabae)

Every one of us has something to share, but few of us are trusted to keep it.

Faith in the Lord is something you are proud of, to pray to our Lord is a blessing from above. Gaining strength from Him is something indescribable yet fulfilling. He is the Father you are jubilant to have, he is the strength and love we yearn for. He is our Lord, our father, our love.

Faith in the Lord is something you are proud of, to pray to our Lord is a blessing from above. Gaining strength from Him is something indescribable yet fulfilling. He is the Father you are jubilant to have, he is the strength and love we yearn for. He is our Lord, our father, our love.



It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.

I’m blogging again because I feel so empty. This blog has become my sanctuary when I’m awfully not myself. It started last week. I feel like a zombie, my life has become monotonous. I feel like I’m somewhat lost. I’m searching for something that I can’t seem to find. I think I’m pressured right now.